Today is going well. I don’t hate work today. I’m getting along well with one of my co-workers in the same role and several of the therapists are getting comfortable with me. Overall, I’m still uncomfortable, and there are hours at a time where I am bored, and I don’t exactly like my job, but […]

Well, yesterday’s post was cathartic. Today was the first day I was in a happy mood at this job. Actually, yesterday I was somewhat happy because I had a high from the successful interview. But today I don’t mind my job so much. I’ve been joking around, enjoying people’s company, etc. Weird. Actually, not so […]

Hi friends! I haven’t written because the only thing on my mind to write about has been work and I haven’t wanted to give the topic of work more space in my mind than it already has. But…today I don’t mind writing about it because today I have hope. I took the morning off for […]

Hi friends! I know, I know: nine days since I last wrote a blog post. You all are probably wondering what I’ve been up to (as I have you) or you might have just found my blog and are wondering what happened 139 days ago. 139 days ago I left my husband, moved into an […]

This song enters my brain immediately upon waking every day I work, especially the: “jump in the shower and the blood starts pumping…” as I stumble to the bathroom to bathe off the night sweats. Work was stressful today, but…better. I was really busy and felt intimidated again, but at least anxiety isn’t causing me […]