I haven’t written in 9 days and I don’t have much to say at the moment but I thought I’d pop on here and say HI. Tonight will be the 3rd night back on my antipsychotic. I know they say these things take weeks to kick in, but just like when I first started this […]
Category: WTF, Life?
I have taken the trash out, loaded and ran the dishwasher, and in general, cleaned up the kitchen. I have finished one glass of wine (which I’ll stop at) and am winding down for the evening. I’m feeling a bit better today. I’m becoming less nervous about working and seeing it more as a challenge. […]
It was about one month ago that I stopped taking my antipsychotic and about 2 weeks ago I started reducing my mood stabilizer. I have lost all joy in my life; I haven’t hung out with my friends, and overall have done nothing but hang out in my apartment and sleep and eat. Why did […]
Wahoo! It’s been 300 days in my apartment!!! I’m not as excited as the exclamation points would indicate. In fact, I’m just tired. I only slept 5 hours last night. And you can see it on my face; I’ve got dark circles and bags under my eyes. The day before I slept 14 hours. That’s […]
I am almost at 300 days in my apartment! Yesterday and today I slept a lot. And have eaten only take-out. And read books. And that’s about it. A friend suggested a few days ago I could be at the beginnings of a manic or mixed state. While I didn’t think that was the case, […]